TheDeviantUnderdog

I envy so many talented people on this website. I'd see exactly what I want my drawings to look like in my head, but no matter how hard I try they never turn out the way I want them to. I have never been completely satisfied with any of my drawings. I know that people I've shown my work to tell me that they think I'm talented and that it looks amazing, however, I don't think I'll ever believe them. When it comes to art I guess I'm pretty critical especially when it's my own drawings. I can't help it. I'm harder on myself than anybody else in the world. I draw when I feel like it & I doodle all over my school work. I don't really notice that

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up when September ends - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Summer is coming to an end. Now what have I accomplished? -+44 concert -Faber Drive concert -Met Faber Drive -Saw the latest HP movie -Actually got somewhere being in a band -Bought some cds -Bought a dvd -Spent time with my best friends -Snuck out of the house with my best friends -Went to the PNE -Spent some time with my cousins -Took some good pictures -got into a couple other bands & probably a lot more that I've forgotten. - -

Please save me this time I cannot run /And I'll see you when this is done / And now I have come to realize / That you are the one who's left behind. [B l i n k 1 8 2]_____________________[N o t N o w] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Practically halfway through the summer holidays and I've still done almost nothing. Besides the +44 concert all I've really done is have a shitload of band practice and hang out with my cousins. Not much, but it's been alright. I don't want to start school again though. I don't want to go back. Argh, grade 9. Oh well I might as well enjoy the summ